rant. *explicit*
there are so many things to say. where to start?
somedays I just want to flat out and say I HATE LIFE! but then again not everything goes according to plan. it’s the adventure that makes the person or some shit like that right?
I wish I could turn off the switch for wanting the “right guy”. patience is what I need. not a stupid guy. guys are stupid. especially the oblivious cute ones. I hate you guys the most. Just don’t talk to me anymore. dammit, those stupid fucks who act all cool can suck my dick. they fucking know it too.
I have a strive to be the best musician possible, I am up for the journey that will take me there but it’s harder than it seems. there are so many things I want to improve but not enough time. most days I feel like I deserve to be lazy. blah.
then there goes the whole thing about wanting to be the perfect person. the one that everyone likes. not an introverted scum of the earth. yeah, not that. sarcasm, how I despise you with greatness.
If your name is Jessica I hate you. doesn’t matter what kind of person you are, if your name is Jessica, GTFO. except for Jessica Novero, she’s the shit. No but seriously, gtfo.
there are all these wants and need and things I yearn for but it’s like I’m completely two different people. battling it out. on a seesaw. in my mind.
WHY do I have so many guy friends? WHY do I hate girls so much? WHY can’t love be simple?
I HATE EVERYTHING. & people. well some people.
uh *insert complaint here*
